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Just early in the morning I gave a call to my hubby. Waiting him sampai pukul 8.30am dia tak cal so I gave him a call. Sebelum ni bukan tak pernah dia tak call tapi tak tau kenapa pagi ni rasa mcm nak komplen yang dia susah nak call me bila dia outstasyen. Supposedly he came back to kl yesterday night since arini kami sekoge akan balik ke Ipoh. Unfortunately dia tak dapat balik....so Im quite disappointed n that make me feels more disappointed coz since smlm I yang dok call him while him enjoy mkn mlm wih his fren besuka ria disana...that's y mak marah pagi ni bila dia x call. Ke.... after marriage of 6-7 yrs mmg org dah x call bini? Ke...mak yang over reaction rasa mcm nak attention lebih from him lately nih???Ke...bila mak outstasyen mak yang rasa tak enjoy dok teringat anak2 tinggal kat umah without me cuddling around while sleep???? Ke mak yang sgt emo sedangkan issue nih xde apa pon...

Hummmm...entahlah. yang pastinya beliau sgt marah n perang besar sampai mak rasa kecik ati sangat dgn words yg dia lontarkan pada mak...sungguh!